Was woken up from a dream. Maybe I do have sex dreams after all, and just forget them? It was with.. it reflects the fact that I “play the field”. I regret I have to do that, I just don’t see anyone who seems very trustworthy. This probably makes me seem untrustworthy, and thus this cycle reinforces itself. Dunno, throw yourself at me and see what happens? Easy for me to say I know.