It’s too late for you, sorry. Tried to help.

If you can wield the word nigger as a weapon rather than let it be something that gives you anxiety then you might have a chance.

In most likelihoods, it makes you feel accused.

“Feds, jews, whores, rabble, bots, eunuchs, mudniggers, and all the rest will help me think you’re wrong about all this.” I just try to help.